SIMPLY NUMB AND AT PEACE

I am not afraid anymore

Of waking up a bit late for my class

I am not afraid of the silent screams in my heart

I am not afraid of the two strangers that has been tailing me down the street 2am at dark

I am simply numb

I am not afraid anymore

I have seen hell and dined with it

I am not afraid I have met the devil and converse with him

I am not afraid I know my limits and my demons within

I am not afraid but simply at peace

I am not afraid anymore

This happens when the world shows you everything before fifty

I am not afraid anymore I almost died at 6

I am not afraid i have reached the edge of the world and still lived

I am not afraid anymore

Really, not totally

But unlike before I have come to learn acceptance and treaty

Learned to know when to call a truce and live life as it is

I am not afraid anymore, I have just only experience beyond dreams

And I am not afraid anymore because I know what will be will be

And as the reaction with life goes

It will give me only what I give

Nothing less, nothing more

Just a little bit of everything.

O.H

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